Dearest Daddy Of Elation
 ~MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU IN SOUL
© 2008-2010 Wendy Brady
 

TO MY DEAREST DADDY OF ELATION

I SEARCH TODAY DEAR DADDY, FOR MY WILLINGNESS TO COME HOME, IT SEEMS I'M POWERLESS TO MANAGE MY OWN LIFE.  I CAN'T SEEM TO JUSTIFY MY HUMAN BEHAVIOR.  I'VE FORGOTTEN HOW TO LAUGH AT MY LIFE TODAY, DADDY, WAS THAT MEAN TO DO THAT.  IT SEEMS THE ONLY THING THAT IS HAPPENING, IS MY SKY IS CAVING IN AND I HAVE NO ANSWERS FOR THIS CRISIS AND I'M DESPERATELY STARVING OF LOVES DEEPEST CONTENT.  DADDY, THIS REALITY I'M LIVING IN, IS AN ILLUSION TO MY WORTHINESS,  I CAN'T SEEM TO INSTRUCT CHANGE AND I CAN'T PREDICT MY FUTURE HAPPINESS.  IT'S TRUE DADDY, JUST ACHIEVING ANYTHING DIFFERENT WOULD BE NICE AND DADDY, IF I COULD JUST DESTROY THAT ANGER THAT BUILDS UP INSIDE OF ME I WOULD THEN BE HONORABLE, ADAPT TO THE CHALLENGE.   DADDY, I'M SO FED UP, I'VE FORGOTTEN HOW TO CELEBRATE THE LITTLE THINGS, YOU KNOW THE MAGICAL LIFE YOU ALWAYS TAUGHT ME ABOUT.  WHY? DADDY, DOES CHANGE CAUSE SO MUCH INSECURITY, IS IT TRUE DADDY TO GAIN A LITTLE, ONE MUST HAVE TO LOSE EVERYTHING ELSE.  TELL ME PLEASE DADDY, WHY DOES RUTHLESSNESS HAVE TO BE EMPLOYED.  WHEN I HAVE SO MUCH COMPASSION UNDER MY SKIN.   DADDY, IS IT TRUE YOU MUST HAVE INTENSE BELIEF, AS WE ARE ALWAYS A PROCESS IN THE MAKING.   DADDY, I KNOW HOW IMPORTANT IT IS TO GIVE BUT WHAT I WANT TO KNOW IS HOW DO YOU RESCUE THE GIFT OF LIFE, AS IT SEEMS HARD TO ENJOY AT TIMES, YES! DADDY, WE ALL WANT THIS FREEDOM BUT DADDY AS SOON AS WE GET IT WE WANT TO BE ATTACHED AGAIN, EVERY OUNCE OF YOU BLEEDS AT TIMES AND EVERY LITTLE PROCESS NEEDS SO MUCH THOUGHT,  WHAT HAPPENED DADDY TO LIVING IN THE MOMENT, YES! DADDY, THE EXACT MOMENT, NOW, DADDY, WITHOUT THE FUSS.  WHAT'S HAPPENING DADDY WITH OUR WORLDS, THERE IS SO MUCH CONTROL GOING ON, PERSONALTIES SEEM TO VANISH, BEHIND A HUGE DISGUISE AND FEAR DADDY, YES HUMONGOUS FEAR, IS REPLACED IN OUR BEAUTIFUL EYES.  ALL THOSE OBSTACLES ARE A BURDEN TO OUR SOULS AND DADDY, HONESTY IS SOMETHING WE HAVE FORGOTTEN TO KNOW.  INTIMACY, USED TO BE THE LOVE WE LOVED THE MOST BUT NOW IT'S ALL ABOUT LETTING GO.  YES! DADDY,  MONEY CONTRIVES ALL INSULTS AND FORGIVENESS IS A FORGOTTEN VIRTUE.   DADDY, IS IT THAT HARD TO BE AWARE OF THY INNER-SELF AND LISTEN TO YOUR GUT INSTINCTS MATURE.  IT SEEMS WE ARE GIVING OUR TRUE NATURE AWAY, IT'S CORRODING IN THIS NEW FOUND GROUND.  ALL OUR OPPORTUNITIES ARE LEFT DISCLOSED AND DADDY WE FORGET OUR MAKEUP NEEDS ALONE TIME.  DADDY, ALL THESE LESSONS WE'VE BEEN GIVEN ARE TRULY GIFTS BUT WE ARE TOO STUBBORN TO SEE THAT THE OUTCOME EXISTS.  DADDY, WE ARE ALL BECOMING EXHAUSTED AND FORGETTING ABOUT CREATION AND MY DEAREST DADDY OF ALL TIME, ALL THE BEAUTY IS LEFT ACHING.  DADDY, AS THE BODY LAYS IN PAIN, IT CAN'T ADORE.

DEAREST DADDY OF ELATION UNTIL I WRITE AGAIN I WILL MISS YOU WITH MY DEEPEST CONNECTED BREATH

 

LOVE ALWAYS

YOUR PRECIOUS DAUGHTER OF POETIC MAKE

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